One moment in ED life....
Jun. 15th, 2011 02:49 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
swanheartGoing to get lunch, and, being so frozen up about what you are going to eat, that you eat an Oreo, even though you don't like them that flavour, and it's not healthy, and it won't fill you up, just because you are supposed to eat and you don't know what.
People thinks anorexia is just about starving, but, it gets more complicated than that. It's a whole relationship with food. Except, some people's relationship with food is love affair or a happy friendship. My heart is a battleground. Food has spikes on it. And, sometimes if I look the right way, or I think the right thing, or it's the right day, or the right mood, it's okay, so, it is about slipping into those places, and finding the way to make it work.
Or, eating an Oreo because you can't find anything else. And you like it, because you're so hungry anything tastes good. Even though, you don't like them that flavour.
People thinks anorexia is just about starving, but, it gets more complicated than that. It's a whole relationship with food. Except, some people's relationship with food is love affair or a happy friendship. My heart is a battleground. Food has spikes on it. And, sometimes if I look the right way, or I think the right thing, or it's the right day, or the right mood, it's okay, so, it is about slipping into those places, and finding the way to make it work.
Or, eating an Oreo because you can't find anything else. And you like it, because you're so hungry anything tastes good. Even though, you don't like them that flavour.
