I'm trying to make this journal all public. That's very scary actually (my other journal is locked to only friends). I am doing it because, I want to help people and, share the thoughts. But, it means talking about my personal feelings in a public place. Even if the people who know who I am, are my friends anyway, and, the people who don't know, don't know me anyway... it's still scary in some way.
Starts to make me consider this again but... I decided. So, I'm going to do it.
I bought the book, "Wasted" by Marya Hornbacher. For people who don't have money... I love USED BOOKS! This cost me $2 and shipping o.o It's a good book, to the part I read anyway. So, I'm going to write my thoughts on it in some entries here.
At the beginning of the book, the author says, "I'm not going to tell you that ED is about control, you heard that so many times, it doesn't mean anything". I feel a lot of sympathy with that... I sometimes think about control. But, it's not the big thing for me.
But, then she says some interesting things about it later that made me think about it again.
( Trigger warning: behind here talks about some sexual ideas )
Starts to make me consider this again but... I decided. So, I'm going to do it.
I bought the book, "Wasted" by Marya Hornbacher. For people who don't have money... I love USED BOOKS! This cost me $2 and shipping o.o It's a good book, to the part I read anyway. So, I'm going to write my thoughts on it in some entries here.
At the beginning of the book, the author says, "I'm not going to tell you that ED is about control, you heard that so many times, it doesn't mean anything". I feel a lot of sympathy with that... I sometimes think about control. But, it's not the big thing for me.
But, then she says some interesting things about it later that made me think about it again.
( Trigger warning: behind here talks about some sexual ideas )